24.7.09

Officially missing.

Crash and burn.
Speechless.

Think about it.
Again and again.
Curious.
Sad. Mad.
Hurt.
And MISS.


"All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Ooh baby, tell me why'd you have to go?
Cause this pain, I feel it won't go away
And today, I'm officially missing you

And I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today, I'm officially missing you

Ooh, can't nobody do me like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby, said stays on my mind
And I'm, officially missing you

All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago, you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So, that I could get through to you somehow
But, I guess it's safe to say, baby
Safe to say, that I'm officially missing you

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there's some things I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way, to let go of you

It's official
You know that I miss you
Yeah, yeah
All I hear is raindrops
Ooh yeah"

And I'm officially missing you....


- A

21.7.09

F for FINISH.

I am so done with you.

Thanks for the past 2 years,kiddo.
I'll treasure it, deep inside my heart.
Our memories, our journey, our happiest time together.
Whatever happen to us, you will always be my best,dear.

This is it.

"Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time

There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true 'til the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on you'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be 'cause yesterday is all that fills my mind

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes You will
Say you will
You know you will
Oh Baby
You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget

There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye

And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you"
- Never had a dream come true by S Club 7


♥, A

12.7.09

E for Elvis

Dear my dearest Kiddo,
i want you to know,

what i feel right now,
what i really want,

what i wish,

but i can't, cause you are miles apart.


just like
Elvis Presley's song called "I Miss You".
Still I recall all the good times together
The love we shared, the fun and the laughter
How I wish you could feel what my heart says tonight dear
I miss you and I wish you were here

Dreams that I had they lay broken in sorrow
The plans I made the hopes for tomorrow
If I could I would tell you I’m lonesome dear
Oh I miss you and I wish you were here

All through the night I will see memories passing
The way you looked the sound of your laughing
How I long for the touch of your hand holding mine dear
Oh I miss you and I wish you were here

You will say that i am too much,
i am too mellow,
i am too sensitive,
but the fact is,
i can't deny myself that

I MISS YOU SO MUCH, Muu
.



♥, A